Today is a day…

Today is a bad day.

All it takes is a word, a phrase, a sentence, and that’s it.  I’m in a bad place.  And it doesn’t even have to be about me, but if it affects me, I just go spiraling.

Today is a day I want to end.

Today is a day that I just want to lie down, go to sleep, and wake up tomorrow, skipping the rest of it.

Today is a day I really don’t like myself at all, not even a little bit.

Today is a day where I question my relationship with everybody else, friends, family, and wonder how little I matter at all.

Today is a day which, like most bad days, starts out with such promise.

Today is a day, where it is clear that I’m hurting, but nobody says anything to comfort me.

Today is a day where I question it all.

Today is a day where I don’t want to do anything, not even things that allegedly make me happy.

Today is a day where I question how useful I am.

Today is a day where I think that everything I do is just shit.

Today is a day where I go through the motions and hope nobody says anything to me.

Today is a day where I retreat in upon myself, which isn’t good for me in the least.

Today is a bad day.

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